Mika's First Day of School

So my oldest daughter (age 4), Mikaiya starts her first day of Head Start tomorrow, and I am freaking out about it. Know one knows this, but I know this! She has only ever stayed at my moms or my dads house, never away with people she does not know. I have trust issues when it comes to my kids, the way I see it, nothing can go wrong if I am there to prevent it. I know that is fucked up but who cares, this is my blog! I am excited for her because I know she is ready and excited about going, she can't wait to meet new friends and all that jazz. It is going to be awesome......for her. I am going to worry myself to death, hopefully I can get use to her being away from me all day, I still have Jr. (age 2) to keep me company.

I can not wai tto see how they act oce they are separated. Jr. is going to love it. He is such a momma's boy, he is going to love the one on one time with mommy. Mika is already asking if he can come to school with her though, and he is gonna get bored being with me all the time.

My hopes for tomorrow are that I get no calls from the school, she comes home happy, and that she wants to go back the next day. That is all I can hope for I guess. Oh yeah, and for her to say mommy I missed you when I pick her up, I think that would make it a successful first day. We will see what happens and how it goes. I know one thing is for sure I am going to be a complete basket case by the time I pick her up tomorrow! Have a wonderful evening.