Saturday, February 5, 2011

Love me or Hate me, It is all the same to me!

This is my first post and I am sure to offend. Not necessarily my goal, but inevitable none the less. I guess you can say I have a pretty fucked way of looking at life. I see all the good and the bad, where as other choose to only see the good and live in this fantasy world where all is as it seems. I consider myself to be a very smart and misunderstood person. Certain persons believe that because I do not stick up for myself or seemingly let someone walk over me that I am a weak person. I pick and choose my battles and just because I allow you to believe that you are better than me does not make it so. I have learned in my 27 years on this earth that I am here to please one person and that is myself. I allow certain persons the opportunity to think they hurt me not because I am weak, but because I know that karma is a bitch and those who hurt me are going to be the weak ones, not myself. When it comes back on you, you will regret all. There once was a time when I acted out carelessly, do i regret it? NO. But did I learn form it? ABSOLUTELY! Can I say the same for a majority of the people I have met in my life? No! Sometimes it pisses me off when people just do not get the easy stuff. You know, treat others how you would like to be treated, do not kill, do not judge, clean your house, take care of your kids, and recycle, the simple common sense shit that everyone should know from birth. Really makes me want to smack people, but that I can not do, for I have made a vow in my life to never intentionally cause another being harm and this I will stick to.


There is one other issue that really grips my ass, and that is liars! I can not stand them and do not need them in my life. If you are not man nor woman enough to tell me the truth, then do not even open your mouth to me. i promise to show you the same courtesy!For those who do not understand this means.....If you do not feel like coming by the house, say so. Do not make up some shit like you are sick or you have to do this or that. Grow a pair and say I do not want to come by. Another example, you wanna fuck, but you also wanna fuck everyone else too, tell me that. Do not go all out and say that you love me and only me. Does not mean you are still gonna get it, but the honesty is still amusing. Oh by the way I never said my blog post were going to be nice, so if you can not handle this, I suggest you get out now. IF you are cool, then let me personally thank you for your maturity.

OK, so for those of you who are still here with me. I consider myself to be a very hard worker. If I am given a task, it will be completed in the most efficient and precise way as possible. I am not satisfied with less than par work and no I do not like golf.I have always been above average in every aspect of mental capability, and yes I am proud of that. I am also proud of the fact that I have 2 children who have inherited my smart-ass genes. While I pride myself in the knowledge that I have, I in no way think of myself as a genius. I am no good in chemistry and rocket science stuff. Have never claimed to want to be an astronaut but I know what I need to know about this earth and the space that surrounds it. I am no whiz when it comes to physics, but I know all about cause and effect. I will be the first person to tell you if I do not know something. I had rather look less smart than be a dumb ass for supporting the wrong answers. And to those of you who offend your causes and answers to the death even when you know you are wrong, just because you are too good to say you are wrong, well you are idiots! It is time for some of you guys to wake the fuck up, grow the fuck up, and smarten the fuck up. No I am not perfect, But I am not afraid to admit my faults, learn from them, and become a better person in the end.

That is all I have to say for now but you can be sure that I will be back, posting more shit that is guaranteed to piss off a few people. Hope you enjoy my babbling!

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